now, i can't change them, i don't want to change them. they come to us from the lord, but we better work on a more tantalizing attractive compelling way to present them. and i think he'll do that brilliantly. >> i am fascinated. i understand it's secret. what was it like in there for you? i took a picture of you when you put your hand to reflect the oath. don't worry about it, it was on the house. >> no. you look like he were taking it seriously. staring up at the frescos. >> who could not? looking around in the sistine chapel. boy. >> the best known secret process in the world. in there as a cardinal, voting on a man who will be the head, the father. what is it like? >> i can tell you what it's like. first of all, it's not all fun and games. very intense and emotionally draining, you think about it night and day. this is one of the most important things i ever have to do, to vote for the new successor, so there is a lot of intensity. but yet there is also, chris, balancing that, a remarkable -- i don't know how to explain this. you know